Good news

Mum get better right now. The doctor said she might need about 8 more days in hospital to do her final checkup. The family is glad and hoping the day when Mum is going to discharge. She have not back for more than a month indeed. I believe everything will change. Not only for Mum, I mean ours family. We never let down, don't we?

There have a long way to go, Mum.
Don't worry.
We are with you,
together with our supports.

happy Chinese New Year.

We have had a different Chinese New Year this year. Mum remained at the wards for speedy recover on her wounds. So we all had our New Year eve reunion dinner in the hospital. We had the permission from the nurses recently.

The family didn’t visit often than the pastime. No mood is partly to be blamed. And Mum is not around. It’s as like something is missing.

I have not met my cousin since the previous New Year. Everyone has grown big and elder. Some bought their girlfriends for ‘showing off’. Aunt and uncles are looking more aging.
Probably I’m not often seeing my aunt, uncles and their kids. Somehow I feel a bit uncomfortable while my visiting.

‘‘Well well, U have to lose 5 kg or more mans.’’
I remained silent and smiled even though I dislike their remarks to me.
But it is true that no one is totally perfect.
I can be myself better. Think so?

Rose are RED.

Valentine is not my day. My eyes caught many small couples holding hands in hands and ones who would hold on flowers in the mall. I dun receive any (as I shouldn’t have actually), empty handed, and well, it’s remained for many years. Mum got special flowers with soft sweets displays pot from Dad. Dad orderd it for Mum’s Valentine gift.
Oh, how romantic, isn’t?
Agrh, it’s not mine anyway. Where is my turn?



Dad love Mum very much. We love her too.

No more!

Hardly see Mum smile after she knows her illness. She has not having joys and hopes for the past time for the sack. Relatives and friends came to visit her daily to give her support. Well, Dad said he never seen anymore of my friends came to visit Mum even though I gave them the place of bedroom where it is.

CGH doctor is not as good as the other private hospital? Mum had an emergency operation after her first operation. Everyone thought Mum could discharge after the 20 more days recovery. But she felt the heavy pain in her stomach. She went for an X-ray and found out her liver is not really recover at her first operation. That means she ate those foods at those days didn’t go into her stomach, it went out of it. Of cause, she needs another operation. Everyone feel upset.

I finally passed driving test. So I delighted certainly.
Yo, i can drive now.

It's not a good starting.

Going in and out of the hospital’s ward, I feel the tiredness have had in me. Yet, we have not given out on Mum. Mum is currently staying at a room with special care. Just remember a couples of days, sis and I went early morning before Mum’s operation. We tried to calm her down and let her know we support her that much. It was the time, she were really and pushed her to the theatre. Then, I went for work while Dad was there.

So glad that heard from Dad that the operation was successful at the afternoon. My heart lightened and I felt safe to go home. Until, I was waiting for the second bus, my phone rang.
My brother called. Oh gosh, Mum was in danger.
Her wounds and inter-organs were bleeding randomly. As a normal person should have 5ml of blood but Mum had lose almost 3ml. I rushed home.

Everyone was crying and fears. Dad drove us all to the hospital because’ we couldn’t just wait at home. We asked the nurse at the wards and she said Mum was at the operation. Oh gosh, Mum went for the second rounds. I feel the stress and fears. Cried with my prays for Mum…

After 2 hours, Mum was moved to the SICU and we went to see her. She was enclosed in a special room with front glass door where everyone could see her. Machinery and equipment which we saw on TV somehow it happened in front of me. Mum was feeling greatly tired, and her hand and shoulder contented with pipes. I lose myself in the room and cried outside.

ps. i failed my driving test. bad luck.
GOD BLESS ME AND ALL pls.