无聊的心情，你知多少？

突然感到非常寂寞...
我好想..好想回到中学生的生活。

嘿...是不是我好久没和同学联络了
不知道他们还记得我吗？

在工作，朋友也慢慢交地少。
我越来越无聊呀！真是烦恼...

无聊的心情，你知多少？

jess

The starting of 2007 year was unpleasant beginning on me, especially my family. I hope the changing of name, could let me forget the past unhappiness, and gain lucks.

Moreover, my god-sister has the same name of mine before. Remember that customers once called the boutique, have mixed up both of us. And it’s terrible in the way that, I have spoke to the customer on an hour more about her pants and ended up she got the wrong person.

Try to avoid names, however, that inspire nicknames that are almost asking for teasing. Especially my brother, he kept teasing me to god-sister and I always feel uncomfortable and embarrass.

In order, my sisters’ nicknames are Jane and June. The letter starts at J and only 4 alphabets. I have hard time thinking having Joey. But short pronunciation name is easily been called and remembered. Choose a name that doesn’t sound too childish and don’t use a diminutive for an official name. That way, can as proud of the name as are, even when turn older.

I have changed my name. It is a revolution on me.
A new name, a new time, a new myself.

I’m adapting the change, so can’t you?

Gone?

My biggest bad habit is that I m pretty lazy. Let’s me tell you how lazy I’m.
I could ever dun bother to log into the computer which easily access.
I rather dun reply my friends’ greeting SMS. IF important ones, I took days to return msgs.
I dun take the effort to contact my best friends, ever a call.
So, I almost lose all my friends on the planet. Isn’t it? Oops. I’m sorry.

Anyway, I have busying taking care of Mum, brought her to the hospital appointment and dressing, hoping her to get better. With accompany with Joyce, Dad and I, Mum got a glad relief. We went to National Cancer Centre today to meet the doctor on chemotherapy. Doctor compared the CT scan reports; when Mum had done it before 1 week at the centre, with the CGH X-ray reports previously before and after the operations.

The doctor suggested Mum not need to do the chemo. In Mum’s case, her cancer has spread into her liver and the cancer can be completely removed by surgery. Importantly, Mum’s blood sample has reduced from 168% to 1.3% cancer cells. A normal person should have less than 3.5% cancer cells. If really want chemo, it has its side effects and it can’t guarantee 100% recovery from kills cancer or either reducing. All she needs is just stay health, happy and harmony, that’s it! If something really happen, we just should back up at that time then.

So have you cared about our parent?

Not the time yet.

I never go clubbing until June celebrated her birthday last night. June invited me to go her party days ago, while I found it difficult to refuse as well as she’s my belle sister. After working, I met my sisters, Joyce and Jane, with a cake, which Mum reminded me buying a present for June.

I didn’t feel any excitement yet rather felt coy. My two sisters had dolled up themselves, to be more ATTRACTIVE, which I have no doubt. While we had reached the place, HarbourFront precinct next to VivoCity, the largest retail and lifestyle complex, I was almost regretting. Right, the place is called St James Power Station. June waited for us outside the Disco together with her friends (mostly guys) and… her new boyfriend.

INSIDE was dark with atmosphere. Electronic techno music collection was terribly loud bass and it beaten your heartbeat. Everyone seems to know each others. Differently, I was the one to be shy in the presence of strangers. I was just sitting at the back bar and so frightening to watch those people dancing, hanging with one another, chatting along and even… kissing.

Actually, inside the Disco, you can’t see clearly as well. Because of the smoke and people do cigarette. Colourful spot lights were dancing with the charm of techno music, people at the dancing pool, they did ‘shaking’ high. DJs were at the font facing, working out their mixtures of own music. Immerse into a refreshingly distinctive watering hole with the atmosphere and music and its encompassing entertainment.

I was at the bar, and many jugs of green tea and bottles of alcohol. They mixed green tea with alcohol. I drank two glasses even thought of having ‘drunk’. Well, the taste was really bad and I can’t be drunk with little alcohol. By the way, sisters were stopping me having more slips. Yet I realised three of my Charlie’s Angles (Jane, June and Joyce), were drunk. We sang the birthday song at 12.00am.

Watching people around and catching what they were thinking. June was too high chatting with her ‘friends’ and moving around. Jane was drunk, sitting beside me resting. Joyce… hah… Probably the music was too loud, and everyone talks were facing each one so close and even ear to mouth. What do you think if a woman talks to a guy like in the way? Joyce seemed to like flirting. Most important is she did that in front of me. Oh my god.
I WANT TO GO HOME.

It’s almost 1.30 am. I was really so unfriendly down there boring and keep asking Jane what time we are going home. Okay, I know I spoiled the tone.
I went the locker and took my items. Joyce went home with me. We took cabs outside the clubs.

… On the way, while we were still inside in the cab… Joyce’s mobile rang.
Hag. It was the guy at the Disco she just knew (or flirted with before).

If you like clubbing, it’s good heavens to you.
If you dislike clubbing, it’s for heaven’s sake you even thought.

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