heartbreak.

Mum went to get her report scan, accompanied with Dad and I. Dad and Mum were much worrying and anxious during the waiting for doctor.

Well, doctor said there.
‘The scan of the liver… that shows the parts where a ‘shaded circle’ is getting bigger, it’s growing. Arg. But we can’t really confirm anything that it’s coming back. Yet I advise to do another kind of scanning…’

Hays my heart sink. She had been going though this once before. Is there a need?

I’m down, deeply sad.
Nothing interests me.
Never love.
I lose confidence again.

os: if i dun reply any msgs of yours, pls dun blame me. i gonna better soon.