nightmares

I called this nonsense. Not again? Mum got her scan report at the morning, with accompany with Joyce and I. And, it’s not good at all. She needs therapies and latter surgery to remove the tumor that has recurred in the liver. The doctor said while Mum was trying to keep calm with her eyes red. Dad waited us home and guessed he was anxious for all morning. He knew the news as Joyce called home.

‘Could we just change the hospital?’ Reminded back the incident that Mum went in for the second-time operation because the liver was still heavy bleeding after the earlier and the whole stomach was all blood. At that time, Mum was at the SICU.
We were at the dining room, discussing as well. Dad shaded tears in sorrow. Mum too, kept telling brother & I how much she worried for each of ours here. The family are depressing right now.

Mum has on mind that after my garden renovation, sold of the house if there have a good price. Get somewhere which is lesser expenses and Mum need more money for all further treatments. Actually I don’t really mind, but it’s just out of the sudden. Guess too much poignant happens in the family. Well, it affects.


Mei Yun came to the mall and asked me for a walk. Maybe she was trying to console me at the meantime. But it ended up I accompanied her to a salon for her nice hair cut and we parted at the corner at the street...
At least, she came for me.


It’s cold, especially at night.