heartbreak.

Mum went to get her report scan, accompanied with Dad and I. Dad and Mum were much worrying and anxious during the waiting for doctor.

Well, doctor said there.
‘The scan of the liver… that shows the parts where a ‘shaded circle’ is getting bigger, it’s growing. Arg. But we can’t really confirm anything that it’s coming back. Yet I advise to do another kind of scanning…’

Hays my heart sink. She had been going though this once before. Is there a need?

I’m down, deeply sad.
Nothing interests me.
Never love.
I lose confidence again.

os: if i dun reply any msgs of yours, pls dun blame me. i gonna better soon.

Not enough?

All right, i know i need more practices. Argh.

you've got that face off crime-watch baby. (:

Happy whatever day.

There are always having gatherings for some special days. Father’s day. I decided to buy a cake for Dad. I messaged June before the day.

Hey sis. tmr’s father’s day.
Cause’ hardly sees u around.
hoping u could just join us for dinner tmr night.
Ur son, Daren’ll be around too.
See u soon,
miss u- js.

She replied to me after a few minutes.

Hey girl, I know it’s father’s day.
But I got some matters to settle
so most probably I wun join u guys for dinner
yet I still will be back home at afternoon.
Sorry and thaks btw.
miss u too- ju.

I knew she wouldn’t come for night. But at least I think Dad would not be upset with the dinner outside for him. And my cake did favour him.


:For my dearest Dad,
I know u will not read my blog there, cause’ u dun knows how to use the net. But I just want to tell ‘no ones’ there. U r truly great Dad. U get easily heated at times, especially when overwork. I tried to understand because’ u r doing for the family. During the times, when Mummy were staying at hospital for more 2 months, u never left the place and stayed 24-hours protecting Mummy. U doesn’t give up anything. I know my driving skills are terribly sucks. But no matter what, u still has me to drive the cars. And sometimes, your yelling reminded me mans. Agrh.

I love u, Dad.
happy father's day– j.s


os: my neighbour louis, although your Mum shares the same name I have, please dun call me gigi or whatever... Maybe something good ah? Yup, catch up with u soon, very soon bro. :)

okay, beautiful man.

Got bored at the afternoon. Helen and me thought granting that if
the next life

we were guys.
MEN who need women, while women need us.

IF i were man,

Sunshine guy and good in sport.
I definitely got a whole bunch list of girls' numbers,
Write good romantic love letters,
Roses are red..
Place my bills for the candlelight dinners,
for all my ladies.



in my next life.

os: Believe me.

其實我很会吃

我很爱吃
很爱吃...很爱吃
重复打那麽多次是因为
不知道该如何形容自己多麽爱吃
大概是豬也有一点关系
像是昨天
我已经吃了一份涮涮鍋
回到家又吃了兩顆平果
十颗棗子
六颗酸梅
一杯西瓜汁
半碗油飯
兩盒鸡肉
一杯綠茶....
週遭的人都知道我很会吃
自己也就觉得太不可思议了
今天晚上去吃日本料理
回家的路上
就突然很想吃薑母鴨
馬上跑去買了兩份
回家便热來吃
呜阿...
看來我该節制了
但是能吃就是福
吃好多喜歡吃的就好高兴
這样想就好多了^^"
只是后面... 我想要更XX2努力减肥了。:(