Love letters, making out in raining days, 3am.

“Just incase you’re still wondering, you’re everything of sunset…
You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day...”
Sweetly noticed another side of your bed, someone you're thinking to miss so much at the end of the day.
Lonely was no more.
No heaven's [not] a place that you go when you die, not even apart.
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive. So live for the moment and take this advice live by every word Love's completely real so forget anything that you've heard and live for the moment now.

Can’t really predict the future, nevertheless it might be good or bad. You may think I’m naïve. But I know it should be a paradise.

P.S: Please forward to Amanda too.

Be good.

Whew. Woke up early the morning, fixed up the alarm in the house and went out to buy breakfast with Joyce later on. Freaking tired of all of us, couldn’t guess we’ll carry this how long. Yawn again.
Dad usually called home at night; check everyone to be at home, and know the happenings for our daily in and out. Ha-ha, you know he’ll do this since he was always so tended. Mum was doing their check-ups over there before proceed any treatments at the local hospital at Guang Zhou. It does probably take them around one month to finalize everything over there, as Dad told me last night on the overseas call. We jaded. But I miss them.

Helen’s currently staying over my place, because’ of her rent declined and in the sudden. Really thought it was frustrated her roommates just left and all settles all alone to her. I think my house will be more swarming her staying since Mum and Dad not around. This reminds me Louis thought of asking me to invite him over to slack at my place since my parents are not around. But I’m not outrageous to that, neighbors.

Oh yeh, I don’t forget Mary.
IMISSEVERYONE.
And now is 7.00am. Good morning.

Back to work.

Just brought two Fashion source technical books from bookstore today.
Having resources, I think I might have things to do after the night, expect surfing net like now I’m doing... blog.
Yeah, I have to get back to draw something and post it all on the Deviantart.

To do list.

• My drawings and pencils on the table task. Draw and more.
• Do my tidying in my room, which Mum keeps dragging me about the cleanness. (I wanted to do so every time, but failed in the end.)
• Feel Shawnee.
• Be a responsible housekeeper. Mum and Dad went out for a long weeks. I guess they really felt unsecured when they are doing hard to remind their daughter how to take care of the house.
• Go to K-box session once with Joyce this week. If not, we have to wait until Mum and Dad to be back next month.
• Do more SMS to friends.
• Ask for Free Hugs.
• Control my spending.
• I’m on diet, oh boy
• Be lucky, especially on work.
  
  

what a sudden"?

What I really never thought about it. Mum and Dad planned to China and went to there local hospital for further treatment. Guess they have made this decision just today as they have contacted the management. Mother told me going leave this coming weekend; this is what we don’t really expect. I’m just thinking that both my parents have not leave from home before, go to overseas, feeling unsecured away. Wondering how I can be the housekeeper for a long month, can’t really imagine.

Got really bad in work. I can’t reach my target hit last month and yet this month worse. Customers just won’t want to listen to me; they got their own spell on again, ‘SAVE THE MONEY’. With no better reason, they told you them come to browsing around with no cash and credit around. If you do this to me too, I just cut you into pieces.

And yeah, no wrong, I got hooked up with someone. I think this is really new, so I keep secretly till’ I find it’s the right time to let everyone know.

Supporting this.

People feel upset and down in some moment.
A hugs is all what we needs.
HUG ME. It's FREE.

No way, no gain?

I don’t know. Stressful life just came apart; especially you thought you shouldn’t have any. Not good business, we are keeping asking so many whys and hows. Dad was trying to telling me the loss we got from the right start. I felt the import of his words. Of course, certainly thinking about Mum’s heavy medical expenses.

My pay I got by today. And yeah, half of the amount has given to Mum and Dad. It includes the debt for my notebook last month. Argh.

I turned to grey.
My passion has gone away.