I may have to explain this all over again for the sake that I have not been posting anything in this post. A big gap has to fill up.
Mother has passed away after her battle with the cancer. I think she tried but all end up be like the faith decided. I could say I love her so much that I know I gave up my dream. I started to work at my both parents' boutiques and stopped to continue my studies in any art school. That time I hope I could go to a design school. But poor results and all bad luck, plus seeing Mum and Dad had their really bad times for working on this company, I made a decision to work for them. At that time, I knew they were happy and I was naïve, nothing I should be worry about, just work…
I was or am now under their protection. You know this happened because my both elder sister were out home so young. Mum still blamed herself not focusing on her little young daughter despite family still considered poor previously.
A brother I hate him the most. Why? Can’t he work it out nice? Why everything turned out from he were so ugly? He was the most disappointing one. Undesirable. Parent dote him from young. The reason is … the only boy, mummy boy, or daddy boy. All blames goes to my dearly parents, the result of over-doting. The extreme impacts left my dad and I going to face on. Everyone is laughing on you, don't you know?
And all he is going to said ‘I DUN CARE’. Fuck you, young man.
Your unlucky day counts down until you stop self-indulgent.
