It's him.

BLEAH~

Been a minute and we still holding it down

Butterflies every time you come around

You make me, so crazy

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else

You're the only one that ever made me melt

You're special, boy it's your, your style

We so in love.

tis me.

After several days recovery, I had gone back to work. I made myself so new, that I have changed my appearance. But it’s not too much, just only cosmetic eyelid surgery. Due to the doctor told sis and I, don’t intrude the eye place, so I decided to use fake eye lasher instead of mascara, easy for make-up remove. This is lousy task until kept me this few days doing practices how to place the fake eye lasher onto my eye lids probably using glue, without hurting any of the eyes. Unbelievable the fake eye lasher make my eyes look bigger and brighter. Okay, you should know I’m so happy now.

Helen told me she actually can’t use to my eyes currently, especially the 1st day I went back to work.

‘Do you have other surgeries?’
‘Of course not. Just only have my eyes job… and nothing!’
‘You look…. Different. I mean your face then.’

I guess the eyes changes and so the face proportion a bit of turning different. But I think it’s not obvious. Yet I’m not sure, you could judge until the day you see me…

People kept asking me whether the surgery deadly painful. I don’t felt anything since I had be given an injection. But just only expect the very end of the surgery, I could feel my left eyes was pressed down hard pressure by the doctor and saw he saw my eye using thread and needle! Somehow, like I used to do to my customers’ alteration pants.

Pain after surgery is usually mild. To prevent swelling, apply clean (not sterile) cold compresses to the eyelids as much as possible until I go to sleep. Swelling is usually at its maximum on the morning after surgery; bruising may increase slightly for several more days. Look the worst on the third day, after which improvement begins slowly. Most bruising and swelling are gone by two to three weeks, although a small amount of swelling (20%) will remain behind for a much longer period. Stitches are removed 4 or 5 days after surgery. Warm compresses should be used at least once a day (and more if wish to) for three or four more days. Most bruising is gone by a week, while noticeable swelling will persist for several weeks. I'll be back to the doctor to review after 1 month.

If you like to know more about the surgery, just click here.

Art of Boredom

Staying in my room, I lived with boredom a few days back. Despite of obtaining back my eyes from its surgery I've mentioned early, no ones will save me just from the sky. Of course, I'm not going out to wherelse until my buises just getting off my face. People might thought I just have a fight and happened badly to my eyes. It's so hateful while Mary came to my house and gave me presents, but anyway still thanks to her. She made wonderful cupcakes. But I don't care, apparently I waited for the recovery. So well, I was just walking around the house where I could get myself, looking out for tasks I could help so.

Tasks done:

1. Draw out the various kind of jackets. In the scapbook.




2. Play my pipa. Clean its cover too.




3. 'Spring clean' my room. Mess it and arrange everythings back.




4. Play Jackass PSP. Finish all 7 episodes.




5. Surf the net and check all e-mails.

I received a email from Xueqi. ' Try it Quite true.'

ps: I only have 8 close friends?!

My facebook interview.

Interview

How tall are you?
160 Let's make to the nearest.

Do you like bananas?
Of course yes! but dun think likewise.

What do you do on fridays?
Working as usual. Sign.

Favorite body part?
My ass.

Vitamin Water or Gatorade?
Water will do.

Have you had a beer in the last week?
No, not at all.

If you could have one super human power what would you choose?
Fly? Like superman,ha.

What is your favorite place?
My room.

Do you read harry potter books?
Nah, not ever one.

What would you do if Michael Jackson asked you out
Go sexy.

Where do you want to travel next?
London.

Boat or bus?
Bus.

Walking past a beggar, spare change or ignore?
Ignore, because i have spent too much.

Do you shower every single day?
Yeah!

Kill the spider or let it out?
Omg. I hate spider but don't even dare to get closer them.

What is your favorite TV show?
Project Runway.

Do you eat cold cereal at night?
No. cold night you know.

Define yourself in 3 words...
cheeky, outgoing, wedie.

Would you rather be blind or deaf?
deaf. Beacause I want to see.

Are you a cat or a dog person?
None all.

Which is worse? A bad laugh or a bad cough?
A bad laugh. At least I know I can recovered from bad cough.

Favorite fruit?
Apple.

Juice and crackers or milk and cookies?
Milk and cookies. Just like OREL.

Who are you going to vote for in 2008?
Myself.

Firefox, Internet Explorer, Netscape, or other?
Internet Explorer will do.

What was your last thought?
Hey, you know i just wondering about you?

Why did the chicken cross the road?
Guess they had lose their way to the roadside.

Your favorite Disney Films?
Tom & Jerry.

If you had to pick one car, which would it be?
Hmm. Family car?

Most embarrassing moment?
When I fall down at the crowded shopping mall with my big heels.

Most Memorable Past?
My secondary school times.

Opera, Musical, Concert, Play, Performance, or Other?
Performance.

Favorite Place to Eat?
Hans.

Would you rather lose an arm or a leg?
Lose an arm. So i don't really need to do handwork.

Would you rather be hot or cold?
Hot.

Water or 100% Juice?
Water. It's pure.

What size shoe do you wear?
37.

Do you have any tattoos, and if so what and where?
Nah.

Where do you see yourself in five years?
Somewhere at overseas.

What 3 words would your best friend use to describe you?
You asked her.

What is the name of your truest friend???
Mary, mei yun.

Are you an outdoor or an indoor person
Indoor person.

Do you believe that the cup is half empty or half full?
Half full.

If you could time travel to the past to correct any mistakes you feel youve made would you?
Definately. Please tell me how.

If you won the lottery, how would you spend your millions?
Shopping first.

What makes you laugh?
Your lame ones.

What makes you cry?
You are so bad.

What is your favourite word?
WTH.

If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?
San Francisco. The beautiful place I think i've ever thought of.

If you could be successful at any job in the world, what would that job be?
A famous fashion band maker.

Whats the First Thing You Notice In A Boy/Girl?
The way they dressed.
If you had only six months to live, what would you do first?
Go to him.

Are you in love?
:) Yes, im.

Do you hold hands when you walk in public?
I'm shy but at least I do.

Do you say "I love you" in the relationship?
Many times.

Close your eyes for a moment, who pops into your head?
Hmm. Him.

Romance or Kinky Sex?
Both.

When do you plan on getting married?
Around 26?

How many kids (or any at all) would you want to have?
Maybe 2 to 3.

Relationships or hook ups?
Hook ups

Sour or sweet candy?
Sweet

Chocolate or other candy?
Chocolate!

How many hobbies do you have
Only two.

What is your favorite color?
Orange.

Desktop or Laptop?
Laptop. My baby.

How many people are in your family?
7 people, including me and my god sister, Joyce.

Do you sometimes wish you were a porn star?
Of course, yea. DO I HAVE THE CHANCE?

Why are you taking this interview?
You better know me well.

Beautiful Eyes.

Pain Pain Pain. Very Pain. Appointment is made on today. Preparing myself to the surgery, I have butterflies in my stomach. Anyone will feel nervous for any surgeries. Just put on the sunglasses, I look myself is special today. Finally fulfill my wish, having double eye lids in my self-hearted. Couldn’t guess my sister got more worries than me, she couldn’t sleep well past few nights. She kept confusing questions about the minor surgery. Hahas.

My sister went firstly. Probably she couldn’t take it after seeing me if I’m the front to go. Waiting together outside the room, Mum and I sat at side the corridor door. I brought my PSP along to reduce my nervousness. Joyce brought me a memory card with the a few installed games in my PSP, simply I’m more concentrated to the games. While then, the door was not closed; I could hear June was chatting with the doctor during the surgery.

June was out to the rest. Okay, I stunned. She looked awful when two tapes on each eyes. The nurse called my name, got me prepare for the next round.

‘ Okay, doctor, doctor, I want a big eyes.’
‘Hahah, alright, you will have them so soon. Lie down.’

The light just too bight, I could just managed to look open half of my eyes.

‘Close your eye, close your eye. There we go.’

A cold compresser.

Shawn encountered this operation. Guess he just wanna share this with you.

29/2/2008, date of my operation, Tonsillectomy.

Days before the op, I was calm and I kept cool. At 6am, that very day, I reached the hospital. My nerves tuned up. My anxiety raises and I got impatient. I registered and I waited. Zzz, less than I expected, I was called upon when the clock struck 2pm. Wore in surgery wear, and there I entered the op theatre. I eased myself as I chatted with the nurses around. I was comforted by their words. Thump, thump, strong rays of light shore across my eyes, I was told to inhale “oxygen” from the mask. Once, twice and finally, * A Total Darkness!

I woke up with blurring vision, felt soared and shiver tremendously. Bothered, it was just post-syndromes of anesthetic effect. “Common!” But I swore that it’s the worst experience I came across. At 5pm, I was trolley back to my ward where I’m expecting my family. Yea, I spoke a bit and they accompanied me. Then shortly, I was left alone to spend the night myself after the visiting hours are over. I tried to sleep through the night and hope to wake up fast in the morning. Failed, I endured sufferings worse than death. First, I couldn’t sleep, thanks to the pain on my throat. I cough blood and flames frequently. Horrible! I thought. It was mind-torturing; I cried out, I didn’t expect it. *sob.

Finally, morning came, the effects subdue, thank god I'm relieved. If I had thought twice... hmm… Pardon me, to people around, don’t neglect health!

Believe me, you wouldn’t wanna step in to my *poo. Peace!

And I noticed something. He missed out me. Arhg.

其实我并不懂

这几天家人对我怪怪的， 不知道为什么.
爸爸对我不理不睬，好像我做错了什么. 妈妈说我有某某一天，爸爸讲我时，以为我talk back 骂他f-word.但我没有. What a miss. 还有，他觉得我在这个月一直花很多, 其实我都用在手术上，他都知道cost到哪里去呀. 搞什么哦...

妈妈和我发脾气. 原因是她在shopping mall 买给我的衣服，我都嫌不喜欢，她讨厌我了呀!... 还老是说要take care 她，不可以让她生气... 我真是的！

弟弟... 就不说了... 老是在家里无所事事. 只会一激动，就乱发脾气...

脸上的快乐，别人看得到。心里的痛又有谁能感觉到.

我突然之间，好想好想他哦...
不知道他人在医院小手术， 好不好？