Thought I'm the one got wrong.

Okay. Girl and makeup. Its make sense. But… hows about boy with makeup?

All right, my brother loves his foundations on his face.
The past 2 months, he asked my god sister, for double eye lid.
Then the next 3 weeks, he asked me about facial mask.
Last Friday, he came the shop with his girlfriend. I realised my brother was so fair, with neat makeup.

All right, guess I’m old –fashion nowadays.
Get to upgrade myself then.

i'm calling there.

i have the feel.
i have my eyes on them for a time.

Vacancy,
Alone,
Black Sheep,
and...
Who slept with her?

Then, i'll catch it all.


ps: yun, u have promised me and dun u forget lo.

nightmares

I called this nonsense. Not again? Mum got her scan report at the morning, with accompany with Joyce and I. And, it’s not good at all. She needs therapies and latter surgery to remove the tumor that has recurred in the liver. The doctor said while Mum was trying to keep calm with her eyes red. Dad waited us home and guessed he was anxious for all morning. He knew the news as Joyce called home.

‘Could we just change the hospital?’ Reminded back the incident that Mum went in for the second-time operation because the liver was still heavy bleeding after the earlier and the whole stomach was all blood. At that time, Mum was at the SICU.
We were at the dining room, discussing as well. Dad shaded tears in sorrow. Mum too, kept telling brother & I how much she worried for each of ours here. The family are depressing right now.

Mum has on mind that after my garden renovation, sold of the house if there have a good price. Get somewhere which is lesser expenses and Mum need more money for all further treatments. Actually I don’t really mind, but it’s just out of the sudden. Guess too much poignant happens in the family. Well, it affects.


Mei Yun came to the mall and asked me for a walk. Maybe she was trying to console me at the meantime. But it ended up I accompanied her to a salon for her nice hair cut and we parted at the corner at the street...
At least, she came for me.


It’s cold, especially at night.

i wanna somme more.

Nah, nothing really interests me yet.
Thinking to have my own sweet days with my old-friends but I guess… they were just busy. No ones come and see me. Sigh. I have bad fellowship.
People you know, I’m such a boring person. I do nothing much expects I stay at work in long hours. Unbelievable some ever thought. And I draw for my free time, while others thought I was in design course. But sad to say I’m not.

Met out with my neighbour and caught out our first movie, Harry Potter. Hmm, I actually was losing that kind of excitement. Maybe I’m not his fan. I’m stucked in the movie and who’s the hero after all? The story seems never ended before.
Wonder my neighbour is some kinda of ‘cool’ guy out there. Everything seems to be interesting. I smiled again.

Helen has a bad comment.
She said I have to quit and learn to be femininity.
Then, I always say this is only her opinion…


Anyway, where’s my girlfriends?
Better get contact with me early babe.

os: I think i gonna lose my voice again. My throat are dry inside.
I beg not. Unless i gonna cut my own throat while serving my customers.

All my luck, baby.

I know, really i know.
feel what is right and wrong,
find what is good and bad.
Continues the good journeys
and end the lousy ones.

I wouldn't blame for the past
not ever try to forget it ever though
maybe just keep in my little memory

learnt from every moment,
so much that i know i'm grown up.

Guess maybe others.
Other things, other matters, other kinda

or another person,

if could make me better breath.

Friends, I never fall. :) js
i love you guys.



os: louis, it's so funny talking to you like this. Well, guess we have quite hard to see one another just near-by. I thought this is interesting too. Anyway, just wonder myself why did I mention i gonna treat you. Fine, i meant my words then. Haha, catch up you soon.

Hey,hey there.

What the hell.
I still can't park the car.
It's sucks.

C O N CE N T A T I O N.

Gone and so on.

Mum have an appointment for x-ray today.
After feasting after 8 hours, she was almost tired for the everthing.
I wish i could have help her though this.

hurt.

My heart have lost.
someone.

forget it, pal.

I know the story, I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
You have called me when you were just lonely

What's the secret
That you've been hiding

Like you have mean every words you said

but it's ended like ash.

Can't believe that I'm the fool
And I who thought you were my friend,
How was I to know?
You never proof me..

I should've read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over.