I have a bad day.

I called today is a ‘Bad Day’.

Just get my fat hopes off the street in Orchard. I know I’m lousy to watch on outside entertainment. You may guess I do nothing expect working for all. Hey people, I work like hell. WHERE I have the time? If I could, this means I really know how foremost you are. I actually love the day walking down road, listening to the street musicians and big beautiful city lightening up the earlier night. You couldn’t notice that cause’ I just kept quiet while sprang to my feet everywhere. It’s so interesting. But not the point when you asked for a photo with you. I spoiled everything, you see.

Went home early not as what I thought, while I caught everyone at home having their dinner time. Called ‘Mary’ on phone, she said missed me. Ever glad that I told her my pastime secrets in high school, which plainly we thought it was so memorable. We were so pure mans. I laughed.

OS: This is the fucking times I asked my brother to share this only damn god computer in the house. He tested my limit. Oh Fine, I’m better being quick for my saving.

Laptop. Laptop. Laptop...

I have taken leave of my sense, telling myself to be more money minded. Thought of saving enough, not asking from my parent, to buy a laptop. Greedy devil. Even my lunch I have to ask Dad to cook for me at home. You may ask I am going to be stingy. And I guess yes, on my way though.

Mum is being between the devil and the deep blue sea. Either for waiting any miracles or instant treatments. But both don’t sound good. Once again, woke up early and accompanied Mum to the Thong Chai Medical Institution, which in town. Half of my day was spent in the clinic, waited for our turn and I was thinking to complain. Whatever.

OS: Pls dun asks me out currently. Cause’ money just gone like that.

No title.

Come on, you know I'm trying to be crazy. :)

thank you and really.

I just feel like a dead meat now. Woke up early 6 o'clock and accompanied Mum for her PET-CT scan at NCC. Thing was going so fine as well as the good weather outside. Well, evertthing have to wait for this coming friday report'll be out then.

Extremely painful late night. Jack was having his 'Half-life' at Daddy's office room. Where the shoting guns and bombs were all about, I was almost left half of my life at my bedtime. He even tried to occupied the whole day for his 'killer' tasks. I could hardly got myself get on net.
And tonight, it goes the same and all thanks to his fucking enjoyment.

Planning: Save money$, buy my own laptop and let him know how selfish his sister was. Wahahaha.

not yet

Guess it even happened. Doctor told us all the complications about mum’s case and it was badly serious. Mum wouldn’t wanna try to understand why and how. In her eyes, everything seems to be unfair. Went to look for a social worker, was asking for down grading classes. Dad knew he gonna need money minded for mum’s further treatments.

No, I start to dislike the way of adulthood. I’m frantic of getting to it.
How do I handle this and that?
Oh my god. Not my turn to be independent yet.

Mum reminded us abou’ sisters shotgun wedding during tonight dinner table.

You should know this.

I'm Jess, for goodness sake.
I try to be hardcore here.

os: Get bored over there. So sad that the computer was telling me that I look like Ashton Kutcher. What the hell.